Sunday, May 5, 2013

XVI. La Maison Dieu



XVI. La Maison Dieu

Between backbones always the reverse of each other is the thought, phosphorescent
Already, and always seen; brushing naked skin, shifting over tower windows and ferroconcrete.
As if struck with a Diamond match, foundations avail to shake. Dropping your burning splint
Into a glass, the sought-after lever clicked into place disclosing a labyrinth’s crooked path,
Where scarved lamps illuminate a book, whose I spine split; I obsess over not belonging to it
Molding the ceiling type flat on my back. Whether God decides to write it speeding through fog

Insulating both the trusted dark; and the stray lights, not assenting to stable births, befogged
In their own lenses—These oblique communicating branches won’t release me yet, a phosphorous
Match ready before I ask. Rendered like a fragranced stick of soot, I knead without belonging to it,
Pulling the string taut for a tessellated effect, for an overlay of chalk on the mezzanine’s ferroconcrete.
The air gets better on the imitated checkerboard, making it thicker here than elsewhere on the path.
One tinkers and teases, a mitotic spindle sweeping chromatids, or a folding book of splints—

Buried fiber optics fixing the exchanges—Where they had gone, I lay on my bed, and lit a splint—
The final pages, still unread. What I conceive of the match’s ground glass and condensing fog
Around a guttering flame of you is Pharos, and where Nile crocodiles obstruct the path.  
Inescapable as the damp, we forget the Diamond match’s familiar red phosphorus
Contrived with a sandpaper striking back—An undoubtedly human poison in ferroconcrete
Flats among those who exit the wrong doors with scorched mouths—Knowing, not belonging

To it, to guess their occupation mixing drain cleaner, match heads—Knowing, but not
Belonging to the tower—Its aircraft warning lights, repulsive sacred hearts—Invisible splints
Below bind pedestrians; a carriage horse’s feet strikes sparks. That high rises in ferroconcrete
Rock with the ascending air column still manage their prospects—Inhabitants fogging
Shower doors, or leaving disappointment behind in trapped air ducts—Wet eyes, phosphorescent
Then again; perhaps, afflicted with eyestrain. Backs engrave elevators with sweat—The fixed paths

Of each with the strength to endure it. In these spaces, we imitate sunlight to trace our path—
Fatal words that are always present with it—You do not recognize the nameplate; knowing but not
Belonging to the sort to collect a club’s matchbooks, whose name is so terrible—Even phosphorescent,
Like absinthe fountains; it daunts your heart. Beautiful tongues of the flame I refer to jump the splint—
Extinguish themselves in your wine. There is feeling of being mismatched; a cognitive fog
Causing a master sculptor to mistake the equatorial band for l’Observatoire’s ecliptic, yet ferroconcrete

Observatories—Recanting the Zodiac;  its deferred, or denied garlands—Broadcast from ferroconcrete
Towers, until the same wish is satisfied. Until we find our way in that uncertain dark, brush the path’s
Labyrinth of hedges, will I cultivate a tolerance for missteps. Stepping outside in the banking fog,
Your feet planted firmly on the pavement, your hands release their barrel vault; knowing, but not
Belonging to anyone—Always at a safe shore to view our storms, I pause before the burning splint
Blowing across your mouth—An otherwise unmarked Nilometer. While phosphorescent

Phone displays mark the others, half-awake in ferroconcrete towers my phosphorescent tides
Avail to shake, with its chaos of amendments. Relighting Diamond splints along the path; indeed, there would be little talk between us—Knowing beyond the fog, the House of God would properly serve that purpose.




7 comments:

Σφιγξ said...

https://1516-24nlakeshoredr.com/the-museum/

https://books.google.com/books?id=MpYR39a2JcAC&pg=PA45&dq=diamond+match&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi037Kt96_lAhUSjlkKHTepAhoQ6AEINDAC#v=onepage&q=diamond%20match&f=false

Σφιγξ said...

https://www.google.com/books/edition/The_Paris_Residences_of_James_Joyce/9gbUDwAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=la%20coupole%20montparnasse%20art%20deco&pg=PA87&printsec=frontcover

Σφιγξ said...

I find myself in the conundrum of hearing about a nurse from a patient family, and seeing the evidence; and knowing the allegations are true, yet when the offending party asks why the assignment changed, I omit the real reason as well. One opts for mercy versus strict justice. Lately, the odds of winning at Survivor are better than surgery here without sequelae. I keep Tehillim 54 in mind about slander, and try my best.

Σφιγξ said...

Even what appears to be strict judgement is really all a manifestation of Hashem's mercy.

Σφιγξ said...

Warning.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1DHtYl8b_NByqaMNEt57nMsgNGwORkA2U/view?usp=drivesdk

Σφιγξ said...

I found a copy of Bard College's literary magazine, Conjunctions (1999) with Richard Serra's Cor-ten steel on the cover. The poetry on cursory analysis is unreadable. Perhaps my mind is not receptive right now.

https://share.google/7APG930RXu0uZUTZH

Forensic identification of matches, which are haphazardly ditched at arson cases, involves identification of the diatomeous earth that provides the phosphor.

I sit uninterrupted today to finish.

https://www.azahner.com/blog/corten-steel-history/

https://esajournals.onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/ecm.1457

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-018-21810-2

Looking back, we can say that we have occupied our respective ecological niches. A spark here and there to call out into the dark.

Σφιγξ said...

"To our knowledge, this is the first study to demonstrate interactions between meat consumption and APOE status in the association with cognitive outcomes, in support of a prespecified hypothesis that higher meat consumption may be advantageous in APOE34/44 genotypes.12 However, our findings align with underappreciated patterns in 2 large cohorts. In the UK Biobank (493 888 participants), unprocessed red meat was inversely associated with dementia (P = .01), driven by APOE4 carriers (HR, 0.64 per 50-g/d increase; P < .001), with no associations in noncarriers (HR, 0.93; P = .59).21 In the Nurses’ Health Study (NHS) and Health Professionals Follow-up Study (133 771 participants), supplementary analyses revealed an APOE4 interaction (P < .001) for unprocessed red meat, showing favorable trends among carriers and adverse trends among noncarriers.37 These patterns were not emphasized in the original publications, possibly because APOE interaction was not the primary focus or because conventional significance thresholds were strictly applied, but they are consistent with our findings. For processed meat, which accounts for approximately one-third of total meat intake across the cohorts discussed and in our study (although measures are not directly comparable), prior studies have reported adverse associations with cognitive health outcomes,21,37 which we did not observe. However, a relative advantage of unprocessed over processed meat was shown for dementia.

Intriguingly, among APOE4 carriers in the NHS, women aged 70 years and older consuming 1 or more servings/d of unprocessed red meat compared with less than 0.50 servings/d had a cognitive advantage of the same magnitude as the disadvantage typically observed in APOE4 carriers vs noncarriers (approximately 3 years of cognitive aging).37 This parallels effect sizes observed in our cohort, where the expected excess risk among participants with APOE34/44 genotypes was absent in the highest quintile of meat consumption across global cognition, episodic memory (a hallmark feature of Alzheimer pathology38), and dementia outcomes. Given that these genotypes account for approximately 70% of Alzheimer dementia cases in Northern Europe and North America,39 the absolute number of potentially preventable cases is substantial."

https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamanetworkopen/fullarticle/2846712