Friday, October 30, 2009

Thorns and the route they take

SAGUAROS 


They look battered and friction-worn, although
they never go
anywhere, but stand for a century or two
as if playing statue 
out in the humorless sun
and the cold-faced moon. Their fun
is sombre fun, clumsy fun, without a word.
The hummingbird 
and the cactus wren
inhabit their thorny mockery of men,
each miming gesture
slightly unprecedented in Nature.
Their melancholy individuality
spells death to me;
their skeletons outlast their flesh, as with us,                               
        and as in many a howling congregation
        their arms lift up in surrender or supplication.
Mute mobs of them throng the desert dusk. 
                                                              John Updike
The Girls' College 


Yesterday I was invited by Mark Slonim (the most famous expert on Russian literature in America, and he also teaches Italian: I had met him in Rome) to ... where he teaches comparative literature. [It] is a very chic girls' college, where each girl chooses the course she wants, there are no lectures just discussions, no exams, in short everyone has a great time dealing with pleasant and varied cultural topics. Girls in trousers and big socks and multicolored jerseys, just like in films about college life, flutter down from the buildings where they have their faculty rooms and dormitories. Lunch is very meagre because in any case the girls want to keep their figure (while the starving tutors protest). ... I read, translate and give a commentary on St Francis to the various Beths, Virginias, Joans. And since their teacher has dropped a timid hint that she prefers D'Annunzio, I rebel and produce a lengthy eulogy putting St Francis above all other poets. I realize that this is the first time since coming to America that I have explained anything or defended an idea. And it had to be St Francis. Very appropriate (41-42). 

The Stranger (La Extranjera)


She speaks in her way of her savage seas



With unknown algae and unknown sands;
She prays to a formless, weightless God,
Aged, as if dying.
In our garden now so strange,
She has planted cactus and alien grass.
The desert zephyr fills her with its breath
And she has loved with a fierce, white passion
She never speaks of, for if she were to tell
It would be like the face of unknown stars.
Among us she may live for eighty years,
Yet always as if newly come,
Speaking a tongue that plants and whines
Only by tiny creatures understood.
And she will die here in our midst
One night of utmost suffering,
With only her fate as a pillow,
And death, silent and strange.             -Gabriela Mistral







18 comments:

Σφιγξ said...

https://books.google.com/books?id=cUbRAwAAQBAJ&lpg=PT12&dq=Shark%20%22several%20other%20avocados%20germinating.%20-%20They%20are%20Miriam's%20doing%2C%20of%20course%22&pg=PT13#v=onepage&q=Shark%20%22several%20other%20avocados%20germinating.%20-%20They%20are%20Miriam's%20doing,%20of%20course%22&f=false

Σφιγξ said...

https://books.google.com/books?id=VhU9lLHV0eAC&lpg=PA232&dq=Miriam%20bitterness&pg=PA232#v=onepage&q=Miriam%20bitterness&f=false

Σφιγξ said...

http://www.gnosis.org/Jung_first_mandala.html

The dream your scream awakened: drawing mandalas, in the shower, on red paper with hand axes, from the cookie cutter I found Sunday, in a box of Severin molds. The gold marker did not run despite the wet.

Σφιγξ said...

*Savarin

*getting the axe; rejected from the material plane of the root chakra

Σφιγξ said...

Exercise 29 here.

Σφιγξ said...

http://www.wired.com/2015/01/lamp-whose-light-comes-bioluminescent-bacteria/#slide-id-1700495

Σφιγξ said...

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B3DfyJRIT4jyY0JheWZzUFduNnc/view?usp=sharing

Σφιγξ said...

https://books.google.com/books?id=zuzvY1qdG1IC&lpg=PA62&dq=%22Mon%20%C3%A2me%20%C3%A9ternelle%2C%20%2F%20Observe%20ton%20voeu%20%2F%20Malgr%C3%A9%20la%20nuit%20seule%22&pg=PA62#v=onepage&q=%22Mon%20%C3%A2me%20%C3%A9ternelle,%20/%20Observe%20ton%20voeu%20/%20Malgr%C3%A9%20la%20nuit%20seule%22&f=false

Σφιγξ said...

Two items for the future.

http://www.kristeva.fr/l-horloge-enchantee.html

https://books.google.com/books?id=32SGA4EV9EEC&lpg=PA268&dq=Walter%20Benjamin%20Critique%20of%20Violence&pg=PA268#v=onepage&q=Walter%20Benjamin%20Critique%20of%20Violence&f=false

Σφιγξ said...

From Teresa, mon amour:

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.2044-8341.1954.tb00864.x/abstract

Σφιγξ said...

I go for a long time, and then I relapse. I rarely bite my nails; never to the quick, because I do not like snags or exposed margins,and then it all happens at once over something time consuming and nursing-related.



Σφιγξ said...

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/nail-biting-may-arise-from-perfectionism/

https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fpls.2015.00045/full


The initial idea:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=M9j3NuQwHiU

Σφιγξ said...

https://www.e-reading-lib.com/chapter-amp.php/147110/23/stephen-baxter-icebones.html

Σφιγξ said...

"Believe not that man consists solely of flesh, skin, bones, and veins. The real part of man is his soul, and the things just mentioned, the skin, flesh, bones, and veins, are only an outward covering, a veil, but are not the man. When man departs he divests himself of all the veils which cover him. And these different parts of our body correspond to the secrets of the Divine wisdom. The skin typifies the heavens which extend everywhere and cover everything like a garment. The flesh puts us in mind of the evil side of the universe. The bones and the veins symbolize the Divine chariot, the inner powers of man which are the servants of G-d. But they are all but an outer covering. For, inside man, there is the secret of the Heavenly Man. . . . Everything below takes place in the same manner as everything above. This is the meaning of the remark that G-d created man in His own image. But just as in the heavens, which cover the whole universe, we behold different shapes brought about by the stars and the planets to teach us concerning hidden things and deep secrets, so upon the skin which covers our body there are shapes and forms which are like planets and stars to our bodies. All these shapes have a hidden meaning, and are observed by the sages who are able to read the face of man" (The Zohar, ii, 76a).

Σφιγξ said...

https://books.google.com/books/about/It_s_Getting_Dark.html?id=vRROEAAAQBAJ#v=onepage&q=%22Dietrich's%20Knee%22%20Stamm&f=false

Exercise 91 will go here.

Σφιγξ said...

Exercise 90. Late entry.

https://1drv.ms/i/s!AsA4BY25Ql_1mx1h6W8Y91QaAAL7

That I would put something so profane here, but the "car wash" of Claire Denis's High Life (2018) is shocking as I rewind several times. Would I jump on, if hurling toward a black hole?

No.

https://www.viddy-well.com/reviews/high-life

https://www.vulture.com/2019/04/juliette-binoche-robert-pattinson-high-life-clip.html


Σφιγξ said...

https://youtu.be/1pM0wXy77O4?si=rAvkgcpeOD026yij

https://youtu.be/VeOvLf9HT6s?si=zB2qKJWc0gAaJ8qX

Exercise 91.

I have not slept well for two weeks.

Σφιγξ said...

https://books.google.com/books?id=avixEAAAQBAJ&pg=PA2&source=kp_read_button&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&gboemv=1#v=onepage&q&f=false

To be read.