Zayin (67). Inspirer un respect mêlé d'admiration
Then came the confirming flash, a white streak of revelation. Such as simple change! Not even a change, a mere translation of the German compound, and her drab name turned into an incantation, a name that could blaze and blunder on Broadway. She pushed aside the dress, seized a pencil, threw open her biology notebook to a blank page, and hastily printed [Marjorie Morningstar]
—Herman Wouk's Marjorie Morningstar (1955)
The love you felt for me led you to love of the good. He should have written: The love I felt for you led me to love of the good.
—J.M. Coetzee’s El Polaco (2022), The Pole (2023)
Marjorie: Before the days of awe; while in your absence, when an arresting, unwelcome white Great Pyrenees hound saunterer
Circling the block, becomes the same dawn prowler faltering at the storm windows, a xavecar—Portuguese flirtation and verbal form of a pass made; xaveco, or xaveca, its recipient; in either, a dubious transport ship soonest shoaled—Perhaps, a pirogue, as it arrives crashing on the feminine steps on which a quartet of black cats were fed projecting a sideview of reversed chandelier 1100 centigrade enflamed Tithonia, Mexican sunflowers from reclaimed-lost packets sown near late season August’s disturbed micro-vortices of this Mamaroneck snail nursery walking distance from the Winged Foot Golf Club closed to Jews until the 1990s—Heeded in the conversational drift about Niemeyer
Particularly, Palácio do Planalto, this purpose-built airplane hangar with reflecting pool to greet foreign dignitaries to celebrate the opening of Brasília (21 April 1960)—Residing between weekday headlines, l'ocre brûlé et laiteux du ciel of the Saharan sand-clouds over la rentrée scolaire de Paris (2023) exceeding safe microgram per meter inhalational thresholds—Another academic year to hold or HODL
Hold on for dear life—In-bas relief roundels at the 72th Street main entrance, who are the Singer Sewing Machine’s Isaac Merritt Singer and Isabelle Eugénie Boyer; the latter a Bartholdi model (1875), whose profile bears a striking likeness to the statuary of New York Harbor (1886), and atop of Dakota West’s street-level buff brick common bond (1884)—
What is left to be read of Birmingham’s Life at the Dakota: New York’s Most Unusual Address (1979)—The apartment house's H courtyard with room for a carriage turn, extends above with views of Central Park; often framing the skaters, and achieves there a theremin's indeterminacy of sketched curvilinear scales deployed in Niemeyer’s architecture—Employed by the first Frenchman awarded the Pritzker Prize (1994), Christian de Portzamparc, and his work identifying a polar curve; nonetheless, nested petal
Milton: Form of the Luxembourg Philharmonie (2005)—Summoned with the perspicacity of Xavier de Maistre’s survey of this room (1794), where there remain the number of rose petals
Staying n or 2n when n is either an odd or an even integer, wherever there are ions of our sights, the saunterer
Sans terre on speakerphone—After taking a case, onto the Philadelphia Museum of Art, which houses Whistler’s Lange Leizen of the Six Marks exhibited at the 6th Exhibition of the Royal Academy (1864)—The improvised sitter if to ground the porcelain's dimensionality, which is the real subject of modern life in Baudelaire’s dedication to Constantin Guys, Whistler’s contemporary—By the seventh quatrain, Rêve parisien
Spread between the quays of rose and green [translation, mine] recreates le travaille entre rimes féminines et rimes masculines—Standard Oil's Peter Nitze, resided in the Dakota, overseeing America’s conversion of whale oil to fractional petroleum with increasing quantities of hash auguring the death of Les Fleurs du Mal’s maker before the definitive edition (1868)—Far from Fauchard's Le Chirurgien Dentist (1728), situated in the dental school of Philadelphia (1852) founded after Baltimore's in 1840, thoughts of you in the office above the flaring city agape in the glow of ultraviolet light curing 320-500 nm bonding
Of a dental crown, the inevitable despite scrupulous routines after rich meals coffee-awash para xavecar
Clientes—The offending molar (16) ascribed to the triple burner meridian; and then, to use the adopted language of Brazilian cerrado you make your own a deployment of speech that is solicitous and shameless, and then a step beyond any commonality in multiple languages—Anticipating the fastest-melting Ruwenzori Mountains of the Moon Cervantes mentions in Don Quixote (1604) particularly, to speak of the leeched oxisols foreshadowing weathered terrains of Mars—To cite Sainte-Beuve on Baudelaire’s base camp at the far tip of the romantic Kamchatka (1863); now, that the reach is interplanetary, to HODL
The structure's fair-faced concrete strung with airplane lights with hydrophobic coatings for Martian winds maxing in the thin atmosphere at 100 kilometers per hour (62.14 mph)—Hosting another interpreter of Chopin, Contarini and Niemeyer’s
Marjorie: Museu de Arte Contemporâne (MAC) de Niterói (1996) rises bloom-like over another Boa Viagem to restate Niemeyer’s
Preliminary notes of his concrete realization of a flower in Rio de Janeiro—Space Age at the time of its drafting, the Flor do Cerrado television aerial with offset domed calyces broadcasts the semicentennial review of Brasília (2012)—The renown of the national breed, the Mangalarga Marchador bred for such ambling gaits, and rendered conformationally disabled to trot—With all his chemical supports; Mike Eden reading thick books on the viewing deck of the Queen Mary confesses to a dissertation lifetimes ago on the dreams in Dickens’s novels—Reminds that the terminal pedal
Bone analogous to you and I striding along on our middle fingernail, and wise to have taken leave of these displays of hair-trigger nerves wrung on the equatorial glaciers of each relapse—Reckoned
by connections to reset; not for you, and not wistfully, to HODL—
Nevertheless; to mention the looking up that picture in the Tate Gallery winning the gold medal of Napoléon III; unknown to the Emperor and Second Empire renovator, this heir and last of the dynasty falls holding an empty brace of pistols as he is routed from seventeen tribesmen’s spears in Qweqwe (1879)—What followed Sir Edwin Landseer’s entry at L’Exposition Universelle (1855), is an explosion of engravings of this quotidian scene of a farrier, Shoeing (1844)—Saving Landseer from financial ruin, and being bestowed the honor to model the Trafalgar lions (1858) from a casualty of the London Zoo, with the concavity of spine and cat’s paws notwithstanding analysis of enlightened saunterers
With the strongest suggestion they were modeled on dogs or the sculptor Marochetti’s improvements on the bronze casts (1867)—Mallarmé instituted chaos in the displacement of a scoundrel, a xavequiero When his posthumous Un coup de dés jamais n'abolira le hasard (1898), finds both shipwreck and its recovery, the 707-word text scrutinized with the same guise as white-collar bond
Milton: Reversals—Following prices of borrowing, with the digital foregoing debt hedonics with our word as our bond—
The system conceived in 1869; riders along the decrepit Manhattan Transit Authority adhere to the outdated transit maps (1979) and tracks interlaced with lasers on watch for suicides and those randomly pushed from behind—Gautier, on the decadent tendencies of then salonnist Baudelaire one cannot charge with misuse of a language already veined with the greenness of decomposition (1848)—There is seventeen-year-old Édouard Manet in Brazil (1849); unfit for the Navy—Were she not married to his brother, Berthe would become a very obvious unmarried daughter; a passante, the woman he did not marry looking away on the balcony (1869)—Encased in sound; steadied with an earful of Bach chaconne, so much for the downsides of Brazilification; Niemeyer’s
Radiant City, and the urban density confined to high rises contingent on interstate highways—Alternately, in the most pedestrian City, one arrives among the Saarinens of the world, to pre-rehearsals when their parents paid for their position in line—Expelled from the subway, the flatterers, xavecados
On Baudelaire, where the archives remain; are silent, why he left his last l'année scolaire and said of his impromptu trip to the Pyrenees (1838), a great Incompatibility of plus morts que la cloche lointaine / d’une vache (lines 11-12)—Mark Tansey’s The Innocent Eye Test (1981) in the Met not currently on display with the original in the Mauritshuis (1647), if to pedal
Priorities whether it is the bull of sex without a handler versus the sham sustenance of Monet’s Grainstack (Snow Effect) (1891)—Saunterers
Through the Galerie Durand-Ruel's fifteen canvases of Monet's haystacks (1891) go on in doubt, and HODL
Marjorie: Long-term projections unaffected by volatility—By that trope of Bruegel and Bosch of the haymaking, and a season’s labor potentially lost in one spark—Rather; the fresher forage with humidity above 25 percent continues to respire, and to spontaneously ignite—Hodling
The Durand-Ruel & Sons gallery of New York (1887), whose photographic inventory suggests more at sea; are formerly divided in 1950—Notable among the negatives, a copy of an original of a work by Jean-François Millet, whose manufacture reflected the maker flushed by a cholera epidemic to the Barbizon, The Sheepfold, Moonlight (1856-60), which ends in the Walters Art Museum un-displayed among sacrophagi and two Fabergé eggs—The Gatchina Palace and Rose Trellis specimens (1885) recently exhibited through the generous support of the Bank of America (2018), the former Bank of Italy (1903)—Their operators embellished in the drape of Thomas Burberry (1856), who opened his first establishment on Bond
Street, where the station descends with purpose-built sluice and anticipated suicide pits above live lines (1926)— The Haymarket store (1891); eponymous with the famous check, an inner lining displayed in Paris inside-out, further popularizes the gabardine that ascends Everest with Mallory and Irvine (1924), and the one-time North Face pocket camera lost documenting all is still sought by mountain saunterers
Bored with life and the impediment of geology, the undefined sedimentary record down-crept and pulverized by the march of ice, and becoming more lunar in aspect; matching the sensibility of the plane city of Brasília abandoning the colonial freight—Oscar Niemeyer’s
Complexo Cultural da República (2006) achieving a moon base's exterior at night, whose annulus staircase surveys the Eixo Monumental—Contemplate the nearby building postcode assigned to the Edifício Copan (1952-1966), the sinuous brise of São Paulo that boasts persistent water infiltration, detachment of façade from 38 storeys refurbishment decades in planning yet misaligned since the Latin American debt crisis and synchronized parade of leftist presidents intentional in disarray as aqueous chemistry and volcanic churning—Tantalizingly; not one meteorite from Vera Rubin Ridge arrives to Earth, though Martian rovers pedal
The surface with squat viewfinders and milligram samplers powered by plutonium’s decay—Rework the hematite of the cave dwellers's ochre reclaimed here from industrial mine tailings; consumed in their action, xavecar
Milton: Of desolation—Louis Kahn’s employed modernist reinforced concrete for wrapping ruins around buildings—His remarks made on his offerings signifying a temple for art, at New Haven (1953), for medicine, at La Jolla (1965), and for learning, at Philips Exeter Academy (1972)—Then the folly when the architect collapsed in the men's room at Penn Station (17 March 1974); the days until his body is requisitioned from the city morgue among vagrants destined for the potter’s field, until the curious opening the briefcase containing blueprints for Four Freedoms Park (2012)—Not one, Marjorie, to have an affair for the sake of learning; Kahn's colleagues and their natural children appear at interment—Name just such a psychic shelter with your mettle of vanadium steel despite the indeterminacy of blockchain mining—Our steps just beyond disqualifying ashes of the red heifer those thoughtlessly xavecados
Tainting the sancta, themselves—Consumptive Chopin; holed up with George Sand, and her two children, one winter in a Valldemossa charterhouse (8 November 1838 – 13 February 1839), whose output included Prélude in E Minor (Op. 28 No. 4), which played at his funeral (30 October 1849), and for hodling
Holding on for dear Life—Surviving cancer and a stroke, Jane Birkin’s reclaimed night by herself (15 July 2023); unlike those unnamed, would-be coeds, her dream life is once again foreshadowed by the reprise of Jane B. (1969), Serge’s swansong for without her knowing; this time, in cello and piano for Deutsche Grammaphon (9 June 2023), une fleur de sang à la main—On the carpet, the victim, at last, matching her description arranged cold-bloodedly; as was his way, in the wake of a splintered door frame and scattered vase petals
Who knew she would be alone, when sleep is 1/60th of death, if to prove the Neshama exists, could it have been a neighborhood saunterer—
The bridegroom having tread on a broken glass at commencement; therefore, making him less vulnerable to attendant horrors of their bond
The Temple razed and the lost gift of prophecy; little foresight requiring a shock to initiate, for this such a misconstrued Neimeyer (2001)
Proposes a constructivist model of grief; influential with its own infographic—The architect Niemeyer’s utopian design meant some arch methods as though he liked to tease the girls at school, Ele gostava de xavecar as meninas da escola—
Marjorie and Milton Schwartz hodl unless they release the present far beyond or else set fire sintering the petals of the natal and fatal idiom, saunterer and auditor
dans le ciel de lit—
22 comments:
https://books.google.com/books?id=JMzKPtgCsm0C&pg=PT580&dq=marjorie+morningstar+%22Eden%22+%22Dickens%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwixsfWjwqCDAxUSpIkEHVcFDWEQ6AF6BAgNEAM#v=onepage&q=marjorie%20morningstar%20%22Eden%22%20%22Dickens%22&f=false
https://books.google.com/books?id=v7UhDQAAQBAJ&pg=PA219&dq=Our+Mutual+Friend+%22+a+suburban+Sahara%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiFrufGwaCDAxXqMlkFHe9QDaoQ6AF6BAgJEAM#v=onepage&q=Our%20Mutual%20Friend%20%22%20a%20suburban%20Sahara%22&f=false
https://books.google.com/books?id=DZVIDwAAQBAJ&pg=PT210&dq=Our+Mutual+Friend+%22+a+suburban+Sahara%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiFrufGwaCDAxXqMlkFHe9QDaoQ6AF6BAgHEAM#v=onepage&q=Our%20Mutual%20Friend%20%22%20a%20suburban%20Sahara%22&f=false
"We begin with Kahneman and colleagues’ peak-end rule as a starting point for our hypotheses. According to the peak-end rule, people evaluate an experience not by additively summing up pleasures or pains over time but by instead averaging the hedonics of the experience at its peak moment and at its end. This means that when people evaluate experiences, they are relatively insensitive to the hedonics at average or non-peak moments and to the duration of the experience (called 'duration neglect'). This can lead people to actually prefer experiences where they cumulatively suffer more pain over those where they cumulatively suffer less (Fredrickson and Kahneman, 1993; Kahneman et al., 1993; Redelmeier and Kahneman, 1996; Fredrickson, 2000)."
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7705353/
https://www.chabad.org/library/bible_cdo/aid/16254/jewish/Chapter-33.htm
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2022/03/07/the-crisis-that-nearly-cost-charles-dickens-his-career-robert-douglas-fairhursts-the-turning-point
That I will always be able to learn more; and to be instructed with words that resonate Emet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aq_ZyfLpd8c&t=32s
Exercise 91 will go here.
"Endogenous digitalis-like factors (EDLF) are a group of steroids that have digitalis-like activity and act as regulators of Na+/K+-ATPase (the sodium pump) [19]. Cardiotonic steroids bind to the α subunit of the NKA and induce vasoconstrictive and natriuretic effects [18]. Endogenous CS levels are known to increase in response to volume expansion states accompanying chronic diseases such as hypertension, heart failure, and chronic kidney disease and are implicated in mediating both adaptive and maladaptive responses to volume overload [33,34,35]. Chronic elevation of these compounds may contribute to disease progression, potentially via profibrotic and proinflammatory effects [36]."
https://www.mdpi.com/1422-0067/24/16/12743
https://books.google.com/books?id=42K3EAAAQBAJ&pg=PT96&dq=Most+Delicious+Poison+%22humans+may+make+cardiac+glycosides%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwigzd6C9viDAxVvlYkEHSU6BwwQ6AF6BAgFEAM#v=onepage&q=Most%20Delicious%20Poison%20%22humans%20may%20make%20cardiac%20glycosides%22&f=false
https://books.google.com/books?id=2jdXCGxQOysC&pg=PA102&dq=The+Wisdom+of+the+Hebrew+Alphabet+%22vav%22+%22Purim%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwitjtKKmvCEAxWyjokEHT2ICqMQ6AF6BAgIEAM#v=onepage&q=The%20Wisdom%20of%20the%20Hebrew%20Alphabet%20%22vav%22%20%22Purim%22&f=false
For a future Card: Lamed (30). Comme une plume de colombe plaquée d'argent
Tehillim 68.
https://youtu.be/avaz49wgEpQ?si=3DXqCkfvSioeAeIe
https://youtu.be/zAX0P_vZbAY?si=WSoKcVyoiO0L7El2
To be reread:
https://books.google.com/books?id=QH-WDwAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&dq=The+Convert+Hertmans&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwj7weG4rMOGAxUpFlkFHartHBwQ6AF6BAgFEAM#v=onepage&q=The%20Convert%20Hertmans&f=false
https://www.ventouxprovence.fr/reportages/les-gorges-de-la-nesque/la-legende-du-rocher-du-cire.html
https://books.google.com/books?id=GOosHh9wyucC&pg=PR10&dq=selig+schachnowitz+avraham+ben+avraham&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjKi7OerMOGAxUsElkFHa3-DUoQ6AF6BAgHEAM#v=onepage&q=selig%20schachnowitz%20avraham%20ben%20avraham&f=false
https://www.sefaria.org/Psalms.117.2?lang=bi&with=Translations
Also to be read, maybe in autumn:
https://books.google.com/books?id=wMxzEAAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&dq=The+Ascent+Hertmans&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwirgvPfrcOGAxXQEGIAHT38BhgQ6AF6BAgMEAM#v=onepage&q=The%20Ascent%20Hertmans&f=false
https://books.google.com/books?id=klwoDwAAQBAJ&pg=PT196&dq=perek+shira+mem&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiRmIWqisyGAxXSElkFHehBBTcQ6AF6BAgKEAM#v=onepage&q=perek%20shira%20mem&f=false
https://tehillim-online.com/perek-shira/perek-shira-translated-into-english
Chapter 5: The Horse is Saying
2 October 2024 - 11 October 2024 - 5784 to 5785.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1zjHDb9H7Q
Future project:
https://www.moma.org/collection/works/91782?artist_id=8087&page=1&sov_referrer=artist&fbclid=IwY2xjawEV3RRleHRuA2FlbQIxMAABHU6gCv9xmjUwFjbHV1reh_fm3b0NQ5cJIXafDGs7Fi-Xlz_RX7JxStIR2Q_aem_ioB_E5zNDB-7zSCdVKGddQ
https://courtauld.ac.uk/whats-on/peter-doig/?fbclid=IwY2xjawEV3ThleHRuA2FlbQIxMAABHVyFTvZN3cZ4vXBGywRrYPfEaDAuGlOnu3laUusABAoz32yT4oibiWYipQ_aem_0DocD-cqSO6RM_YYpkIPdw
https://www.google.com/books/edition/Tell/xqDsEAAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=Tell%20Jonathan%20Buckley%20%22Neither%20of%20them%20was%20the%20centre%20of%20the%20other's%20universe.%22&pg=PT23&printsec=frontcover
For a future project: Made in frozen tears. There is a sense that there is no one to witness or console one's crying, and the moisture freezes on one's face. One carries on to the end. There is a sense of protection and enclosure in the Hebrew letter samech, which equals 60.
ס (60). Fait en larmes gelées
That in ourselves our safety must be sought;
That by our own right hands it must be wrought;
- William Wordsworth's "November, 1806"
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/45532/november-1806
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piVtDh0CDwg
I should add here that I do not excerpt the lecture here for a perceived personal connection. As a student, I want to recollect a lecture that blows the back of one's head off, to remind oneself of ruchniyus or spiritual matters. Ruach רוּחַ is Spirit.
Thank you for reminding me.
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2024/10/21/how-scientists-started-to-decode-birdsong
I have not had a minute to myself today, andI am finished pruning in the mineral water.
Life is strange. Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that a girl ahead of me in boarding school would wait on me at the Omni Homestead, and froth the foam for my latte. There were many Jackies, and she was Jac, and very horsey and independently wealthy. I always assumed that most of my peers would not be troubled to earn a living. I do not judge her for anything, but I almost lost my breath when we recognized each other. True to form, I do not talk to people I recognize, not because I do not want to, but to spare both parties prolonged explanations.
She was still wearing her school ring. I walked to the adjoining library with Chuck Wendings's work (to be read) showcased without dust covers with Adam Gopnik's Paris to the Moon (2001), which I read on Alain de Botton's backcover praise.
The ghostwriter Donald Bain was Margaret Truman's collaborator for her Capital Crimes mystery novels (27).
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KqiZ8ocVvaN9OHg5MLryfUgjByPixW0z/view?usp=drivesdk
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KqVclNkLFxUq-jDNTW_uCqi6hxlD1mzo/view?usp=drivesdk
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KoAllSSDMBIaIbxXiztUz2Frdhsz_Wh9/view?usp=drivesdk
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Kr7jBDIzc-P-CPlxX0rBpeKiWJTn0-rv/view?usp=drivesdk
I should remember that I had to modify my schedule to be a caregiver. I was younger, and I bristled at comments about being slow to launch. If I recall, Jac's parents were elderly then.
"Here, as elsewhere, 'walk humbly' is an admirable rule, and personal example speaks louder than any sermon. If he truly wants to have a positive effect on others, the ba'al teshuvah should strive to be what the Sages called 'beloved on high and cherished below,' fulfilling and overfilling his obligations to others and letting them draw their own conclusions (72)."
Adin Steinsaltz's Teshuvah: A Guide for the Newly Observant Jew (1982)
I like Dr. Steinsaltz's texts because his story is inspiring: he was born in Soviet Russia to secular parents. One could argue that the Communist hostility to all religion damaged generations of people, who became utterly lost. With a broken lineage and without the means or society to pursue mitzvot, he emigrated and realized his legacy. Not that one is comparing oneself to such an individual, but there is inspiration to be drawn from learning and then the means to actualize the learning appear later.
I am extremely irritable with you. If I was sitting across from you, I would be at a loss for words, which is rare for me. Another reading of the problem play from 1602 is seeking resolution at this time. What could be difficult to manage, besides the backlog of this, the censoring aggravates beyond endurance.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mU7yntVN30A
https://www.google.com/books/edition/Hermit_in_Paris/DcIdBQAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=hermit%20in%20paris%20american%20diary%201959-1960%20%22jacqueline%22&pg=PA31&printsec=frontcover
I cannot finish Oracle Night until I can turn the page on Troilus and Cressida.
https://www.nytimes.com/2003/11/30/books/noir-like-me.html
https://www.google.com/books/edition/Oracle_Night/Kd2lvGEsepEC?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=Oracle%20Night%20Auster%20%22anger%22&pg=PA80&printsec=frontcover
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