Tuesday, February 26, 2008

The Book's Passionate Bearer: A Page from Jorie Graham's The Errancy

The Errancy
by Jorie Graham

Then the cicadas again like kindling that won’t take.
The struck match of some utopia we no longer remember
the terms of—
the rules. What was it was going to be abolished, what
restored? Behind them the foghorn in the harbor,
the hoarse announcements of unhurried arrivals,
the spidery virgin-shrieks of gulls, a sideways sound, a slippery utterly ash-free
delinquency
and then the subaqueous pasturings inexhaustible
phosphorous handwritings the frothings of their own excitements now
erase, depth wrestling with the current-corridors of depth ...
But here, up on the hill, in town,
the clusterings of dwellings in balconied crystal-formation,
the cadaverous swallowings of the dream of reason gone,
hot fingerprints where thoughts laid out these streets, these braceletings
of park and government—a hospital—a dirt-bike run—
here, we stand in our hysteria with our hands in our pockets,
quiet, at the end of day, looking out, theories stationary,
while the freight, the crazy wick, once more slides down—
marionette-like its being lowered in—
marionette-strung our outwaiting its bloody translation ...
Utopia: remember the sensation of direction we loved,
how it tunneled forwardly for us,
and us so feudal in its wake—
speckling of diamond-dust as I think of it now,
that being carried forward by the notion of human
perfectibility—like a pasture imposed
on the rising vibrancy of endless diamond-dust ...
And how we would comply, some day. How we were built to fit and comply—
as handwriting fits to the form of its passion,
no, to the form of its passionate bearer’s fingerprintable i.d.,
or, no, to the handkerchief she brings now to her haunted face,
lifting the sunglasses to wipe away
the theory—or is it the tears?—the freight now all
in her right hand, in the oceanic place we’d pull up
through her wrist—we’d siphon right up—
marionette with her leavening of mother-of-pearl—
how she wants to be legible, how the light streaking her shades now grows vermilion,
which she would capture of course, because that, she has heard,
from the rumorous diamond-dust, is what is required,
as also her spirit—now that it has been swallowed
like a lustrous hailstone by her unquenchable body—suggests—the zero
at the heart of the christened bonfire—oh little grimace, kiss, solo
at the heart—growing refined, tiny missionary, in your brightskirted host,
scorched comprehension—because that is what’s required,
her putting down now the sunset onto that page,
as an expression of her deepest undertowing sentiment,
which spidery gestures, tongued-over the molecular whiteness,
squared out and stretched and made to resemble emptiness,
will take down the smoldering in the terms of her passion
—sunglasses on the table, telephone ringing—
and be carried across the tongue-tied ocean,
through dusk, right through it, over prisons, over tiny clapboard houses
to which the bartender returns, exhausted, after work,
over flare-ups of civil strife, skeletons rotting in the arms of
skeletons, the foliage all round them gleaming,
the green belly-up god we thought we’d seen the last of,
shuddering his sleep off, first fruit hanging ripe—oh bright red zero—
right there within reach, that he too may be nourished,
you know this of course, what has awakened which we thought we’d extinguished,
us still standing here sword in hand, hand extended,
frail, over the limpid surface of the lake-like page,
the sleep-like page, now folded and gently driven into
its envelope, for the tiny journey, over offices, over sacrifices,
to its particular address, at the heart of the metropolis,
where someone else is waiting, hailstone at the core,
and the heat is too great, friend, the passion in its envelope,
doors slamming, traffic backing-up, the populace not really
abandoned, not really, just very tired on its long red errancy
down the freeways in the dusklight
towards the little town on the hill—the crystal-formation?—
how long ago was it we said that? do you remember?—
and now that you’ve remembered—and the distance we’ve
traveled—and where we were, then—and
how little we’ve found—aren’t we tired? aren’t we
going to close the elaborate folder
which holds the papers in their cocoon of possibility,
the folder so pretty with its massive rose-blooms,
oh perpetual bloom, dread fatigue, and drowsiness like leavening I
feel—

7 comments:

Σφιγξ said...

No, I once kept a collage book when it was essential in grade school to demonstrate that the assignment was understood and noted in it. Instead of writing down something I could remember, I would cut up all of the National Geographics in my attic. Along with a book of film stills from the worst, most violent movie I knew then, Fellini's Satyricon, I tried to cut the shapes of flowers or corals or vibrant topographies into statue heads of Constantine or the zodiac feast of Trilmachio. Erte's zodiac stage sets helped me with the latter. My aunt, who is an artist in Bloomington, took it show her students.

I would like to do another one, but I do not have the time right now.

Σφιγξ said...

http://www.erte.com/zodiac.html

I like this poem, as you have surmised that it is like an overstuffed dossier of a wandering lover, the knight errant.

Σφιγξ said...

Topically speaking, National Geographic has an add-in: "rotting skeletons / in the arms of rotting skeletons"

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2007/02/070213-bones-photo.html

Σφιγξ said...

I am not slavish to her methods, but I recognized that her poems contain a breadth of (discursive) thinking I admire.

Σφιγξ said...

The next card is the (hemi)wheel of Paolo Uccello with Marcel Schwob's thoughts, but I am definitely inquiring into Romain de Tirtoff after that.

Σφιγξ said...

https://www.asba-art.org/article/chapter-4-renaissance

Σφιγξ said...

I am thinking about doing another collage book.