Sunday, October 6, 2013

VIII. La Droiture



Say yes, say nothing, of fraternal ruin, resulting insolvency—Degas
Warded off distraction, or prattling, as it was the same son who deprived
Him of his mother at thirteen—Fleeing debt to Buenos Aires, a beloved
Sister trailed—Not his poisoned gift, a camera—The rubbed monotypes
Extraneous to himself—Zinc or copper plates blanched by glimpses of rose
Aerosols—Was it her box lined with new copper; rent only by an Ugolino

Without sons, or reprieve at the nailed door of L’Intérieur—Ugolino’s
Broken teeth—A cannibal’s congealed zinc common to neither marrow—Degas,
Stone-blind, made the rounds of his demolished apartment block; his rose
Pastel dust tidied at last by a schoolmistress—An ideal sin of a rose deprived,
Mallarmé fitted eight typefaces for the arbitrariness of a dice roll—His beloved
Nymphs Nijinsky carried away; a buried temple in Montparnasse—A monotype’s

Second print yields the negative—That insulting hieroglyph in the monotype
Persists print after print—In silver gelatin, the bronze copy of Rodin's Ugolino
"Self-portrait with Yvonne and Christine Lerolle" he imagines groping each beloved,
Young woman as the writhing Count, who Rodin first modeled on Sèvres paste—Degas
Quenched the aspectral pink whenever he closed his eyes—Excluding a third eyelid, rose
Under ultraviolet light, he would say she has all the makings of a rat—Deprived

Of their airs, Titian red-haired bathers in Tiepolo pinkAll too-bored sensuality deprived
Clouds or fire—Wherein, precisely, is this cultivated hostility, in the cognates of monotypes—
The chronic threat of calling back the Medusa—Receptive, but stony; never crystalline, rose
Quartz, which would be otherwise evident, except for her gauze—Degas grasps Ugolino,
Too late, over a dancer’s eight positions for dismemberment, or worst, indifference—Beloved,
Why didn’t you open up? In his purchased intimacy with women, he announces himself—Degas

Is inspired only by his hand’s relay; models deport around a zinc tub—In
L'Intérieur, Degas,
Incited to pity, remains frozen in place—Mallarmé approached the optical problem deprived
Of a clumsily decorated muse—He penned all eight issues of La dernière mode of beloved
Fashions, jewel boxes for the jewels—Not the crass toilettes, or abstracted lands of monotypes,
Mallarmé hints at precognition by rarefied aromas, overpurposeful housekeeping—Rose-print
Calico intrudes in the self-portrait with Bartholomé's Weeping Girl and Angel of Death—Ugolino

Finds solace between these poles; poets ride bareback on Geryon, Monster of Fraud—Ugolino
Bites his hands that clutch the Archbishop’s skull, for vengeance might dissolve; Degas
Tried to match the “Sonnet en -yx”—His conceit overrides the affection for his rose-draped
Dancer vacating her wooden lawns—From not sleeping in her shell-curved back, a ptyx deprived
Essences of purple-winged flamingos straining brine, a butcher’s portions—Consider monotypes
Of butcher paper—Under anoxic conditions, the red flesh is kept, the iron denatured—Beloved,

Then, stronger than grief was my hunger—Without the compact of Ugolino’s bitterness—Beloved,
-YX ends with Septentrion, symbol of infinity, or the pieces of eight—Deprived of a rose disguise,
Or Degas’ remnants for monotype—Your eaten body is the stars, and last word of all three parts of the Divine Comedy.

5 comments:

Σφιγξ said...

Yes, I will read Dante in Love (2012).

http://danteworlds.laits.utexas.edu/textpopup/inf3301.html

Chuparosa votives are dead hummingbirds, but they are now candles.


https://books.google.com/books/about/The_Glitter_in_the_Green.html?id=WhH1DwAAQBAJ#v=onepage&q=The%20Glitter%20in%20the%20Green%20%22my%20body%20is%20present%20and%20your%20mind%20assents%22&f=false

A preferred flower is the Justicia.


I dreamed last night of being in a cemetery, with someone, break the steps of concrete aggregate so that I could bury an older couple under them. I was informed by the party to do this. I then walked to the nearest house, and there were young children and a baby unattended. I cared for them, some time, and was then praised for it, and then a fallout required that I leave the premises.

Σφιγξ said...

Degas did not flatter women. I think he would have been familiar with hypergamy, which evolved today, online, with the selection of the top ten prospective mates taking all, even just for snaps and casual meet ups. One could even venture that privileged women abort their fetuses (using that name, which makes it other) as a manifestation of hypergamy, to avoid commitment to the nearest if the next prize is over the horizon.


[...] Because you are honest, and because you are barren, you will be both honored and despised.

-Patrick White's The Aunt's Story (1948)




Σφιγξ said...

https://thereader.mitpress.mit.edu/stanislaw-lems-prescient-vision-of-artificial-life/

In contemplating the social and financial capital it apparently requires to speak to you; I can make a generalization about homosexual, non-binary relationships, which are on the rise in later generations because many will never have the requirements for a positive, much less stable, heterosexual relationship. All things aside, most men were never in the running with you due to pedigree, class, and attainment considerations.

My solution to this is to acknowledge the great calamity of the world, the culture without meaning and purpose; no matter how many high bars were established intially, they topple; and to find potency, legitimacy in God. I can live with this version of myself that many will never know.

Σφιγξ said...

https://www.google.com/books/edition/Maimonides_Confrontation_with_Mysticism/YG1vEAAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=Maimonides'%20Confrontation%20with%20Mysticism%20%22except%20through%20charity%22&pg=PA251&printsec=frontcover

Σφιγξ said...

Living in this exile, one fails to consider how one is manipulated all of one's life to undervalue the right things and overestimate the wrong things. It could take several lifetimes to disentangle. I am glad I am starting now.