Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Quanto che vorrà? >> Love sometimes would contemplate, sometimes do.


"But it was certain that Roland did not lend an ear to these warnings and a single vision held him: the one represented by Arcanum Seven, which he now put on the table, The Chariot. The artist , who, with gleaming enamels, had illuminated these tarots of ours had this Chariot driven not by the usual king seen in more common cards, but by a woman dressed as a sorceress or Oriental queen, holding the reins of two white, winged horses. This was how Roland's raving imagination conceived Angelica's enchanted entrance into the forest; it was a print of flying hoofs he pursued, lighter than a butterfly's feet, the trail that was his guide through the thicket.

Wretched man! He did not yet know that in the deepest part of the thicket Angelica and Medoro were meanwhile united in a soft, heart-rending embrace. It took the Arcanum of Love to reveal this to him, with the languor of desire our miniaturist had been able to give the two lovers' gaze. (We began to understand that , with those iron hands and that dreaming air, Roland had, from the beginning, kept for himself the most beautiful cards in the pack, allowing the others to stammer out their vicissitudes to the sound of cups and clubs, gold coins and swords.)

The truth forced its way into Roland's thoughts: in the moist depths of the female forest there is a temple of Eros where other values count, not the ones determined by his Durendal. Angelica's favorite was not one of the illustrious commanders of troops but a youth of the entourage, slender, coy as a girl; his figure, enlarged, appeared in the following card: the Page of Clubs (31).

9 comments:

Σφιγξ said...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6dF8Gjm-X8

Σφιγξ said...

I am aging and growing undesirable with this mentality, but even nice people are truly horrible.

https://designforhackers.com/blog/comic-sans-hate/

The strawberry is one of my favorite fruits. It is the most vivid taste of my infancy. No allergy here.

https://books.google.com/books?id=Vu8gsgLeW-YC&lpg=PA583&dq=strawberry%20malic%20acid%20green%20grass&pg=PA583#v=onepage&q=strawberry%20malic%20acid%20green%20grass&f=false

https://books.google.com/books?id=FAzOBQAAQBAJ&lpg=PA18&dq=Anaphylactoid%20Reactions%20In%20true%20food%20allergies%2C%20the%20release%20of%20histamine%20and%20other%20mediators%20of%20the%20allergic%20response%20from%20the%20mast%20cells%20...%20Yet%2C%20strawberries%20contain%20little%20protein%2C%20and%20no%20evidence%20of%20a%20strawberry%20allergen%20has%20ever%20been%20found.&pg=PA18#v=onepage&q=Anaphylactoid%20Reactions%20In%20true%20food%20allergies,%20the%20release%20of%20histamine%20and%20other%20mediators%20of%20the%20allergic%20response%20from%20the%20mast%20cells%20...%20Yet,%20strawberries%20contain%20little%20protein,%20and%20no%20evidence%20of%20a%20strawberry%20allergen%20has%20ever%20been%20found.&f=false


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IE3QlD9-nqY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PP5t7vFPnc

Σφιγξ said...

I keep coming back to you. Exercise 86 here.

Σφιγξ said...

I find Anne Carson writing frankly about sex (past tense) exhilarating.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9F9xUhaimTY

Σφιγξ said...

"The cultivated garden strawberry (Fragaria × ananassa), an allo-octoploid (2n = 8x = 56), has a unique natural and domestication history, originating as an interspecific hybrid between wild octoploid progenitor species approximately 300 years before present1. The genomes of the progenitor species, Fragaria virginiana and Fragaria chiloensis, are the products of polyploid evolution: they were formed by the fusion of and interactions among genomes from four diploid progenitor species (that is, subgenomes) approximately 1 million years before present.Whereas two of the diploid progenitor species have been identified3, the other two diploid progenitor species have remained unknown. Moreover, the history of events leading to the formation of the octoploid lineage and the evolutionary dynamics among the four subgenomes that restabilized cellular processes after ‘genomic shock’4 in allopolyploids remain poorly understood. Here, we present what is, to our knowledge, the first chromosome-scale assembly of an octoploid strawberry genome, the identities of the extant diploid progenitor species of each subgenome, and novel insights into the collective evolutionary processes involved in establishing a dominant subgenome in this highly polyploid species.

The Rosaceae are a large eudicot family including a rich diversity of crops with major economic importance worldwide, such as nuts (for example, almonds), ornamentals (for example, roses), pome fruits (for example, apples), stone fruits (for example, peaches), and berries (for example, strawberries)5. Strawberries are prized by consumers, largely because of their complex array of flavors and aromas. The genus Fragaria was named by the botanist Carl Linnaeus, on the basis of the Latin word ‘fragrans’, meaning ‘sweet scented’, describing its striking, highly aromatic fruit6. A total of 22 wild species of Fragaria have been described, ranging from diploid (2n = 2x = 14) to decaploid (2n = 10x = 70)7. The genus Fragaria is highly interfertile between and within ploidy levels, thus leading to the natural formation of higher-polyploid species8,9."



https://www.nature.com/articles/s41588-019-0356-4

Σφιγξ said...

Thank you, for reminding me. I have to finish this project at work, to turn in, without any objective measurement or compensation; but, to say that I have "engaged in nursing research" and to be off of orientation. What I have learned in this position is that only one out of ten people actually do what he or she professes to chart, like change a midline dressing (averting a bloodstream infection); yet, somehow, this is sufficient, or insufficient and requiring tort or obfuscation. I can lay my head on my pillow at night knowing that I have been honest.

I am learning a lot to be applied later.

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/50296/loves-growth

Σφιγξ said...

https://medicalxpress.com/news/2019-10-night-gardeners-immune-cells-rewire.amp

Σφιγξ said...

I was (over)working last night, and finally met an aspirational working woman-clone a few years older than myself with a chaste passion for an older man. Without inquiring about her background, she revealed this to me at the nurse's station in ten minutes. She earned her ACNP at UVA (2010), and worked at Martha Jefferson after a year here and there to bone up on her hospitalist experience. She loved her autonomy in this job, but she had to move to Charlottesville to be with "the man she loved" and that after working the night shift for a decade before going back to school, and never being happy, this was "her chance." Without saying a word, I looked at her like we both knew that would never be true.

While well-maintained, if not once attractive, she stayed to eat the meal I purchased for the troops because she was really dumbfounded that here, is an individual with essentially the same trajectory, qualifications and aspirations. I do not want anything from Paige, but I am as dumbstruck as she is, hiding away away in the night shift and courting the sublime, without any attachments. At least one can be useful, and this cannot be underestimated.

I look down at this quotation by Edmund Burke, which has pride of place in my vehicle every morning that I work:

Never despair, but if you do, work on in despair.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvzG_p_sdOQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8x1GX8dKvs

https://www.artsy.net/artwork/thomas-woodruff-white-stag

Σφιγξ said...

*Move back to Charlottesville, the scene of the punctuating encounter