Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.Generated on Wed Feb 18 04:46:45 2009.
Your Existing Situation
Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.
Your Desired Objective
Has a powerful drive towards sensuousness.
Your Actual Problem
Seeks security and a position in which she will no longer be troubled by demands being made on her.
Your Actual Problem #2
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants increases her need for security and freedom from conflict. Is therefore seeking stability and an environment in which she can relax.
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Your Existing Situation
"Very emotional and artistic, enjoys being surrounded by beauty and art. Looking for a partner who always has an eye for beauty and who enjoys close, loving relationships."
Your Stress Sources
"Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones she chooses for herself."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Tries to participate and involve herself in things going on around her; however, avoids conflict and arguments to reduce stress and tension."
"Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. She is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity, as long as there is not a lot of conflict or emotional difficulty."
Your Desired Objective
"Longs to be accepted and recognized. Needs to impress others and be respected. She feels separated from others and wishes to belong."
Your Actual Problem
"Is resistant of outside pressures and control, or anything that stands in the way of her freedom to make her own decisions and plans. Works hard to establish and build her position and status."
Your Existing Situation
"Insecure with herself, needs stable roots and emotional security. Seeking an environment which provides comfort and few problems."
Your Stress Sources
"Responds well to the world around her and wants to experience everything there is out there. Finds her existing situation frustrating and keeping her from learning new things. Needs patience, understanding, and a sense of security. Feels momentarily powerless to achieve her goals."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant.
Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life."
Your Desired Objective
"In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around her."
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. She is determined to get her own way in the end and is cautious as she puts her plan in action."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Finds herself too trusting and needs protection from this because she feels people will misunderstand her. She hides her true feelings by being highly critical and distant, unwilling to participate unless she knows the intent is honest."
I suspect this has a negative bias assuming so much for black over magenta.
One fears the inconsistently in one's feelings, which algorithms like these emphasize, but I have generally found that the more I can materialize things, being external to oneself, generates more stability. It is a delicate process, to be in a receptive mood, to allow the unfolding, while working towards manifestation.
Inconstancy*
http://m.youtube.com/?#/watch?v=UN-NaxSRN4E
http://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/hepworth-pelagos-t00699
"Not that he did not care about art. Across the lawn, which was mazed with shining spider-threads and brilliant with dew, was his Hepworth (purchased by the University, at his instigation). It was a large, pierced white oval stone, strung with crossing wires. He saw the shadow of the threads on the glimmer of the stone, the yew-dark at its centre. He had known Hepworth in Hampstead, in 1938, when he had just arrived from Holland, braced for the war to come. They had talked maths. She had described to him the interest of pierced forms, the way the hole incorporated air and light in the solid stone. She described the sensuous pleasure of working hand and arm into and through a spiralling tunnel." A.S. Byatt's A Whistling Woman (2002)
You were exactly right, I was rereading this Sunday afternoon.
I reread parts of this novel yesterday, since I had found a clean copy. Henry James, for me, is not the best writing in English, but I felt my brain adjusting to his stride. I cringe over names like Pansy.
https://books.google.com/books?id=P2YJAAAAQAAJ&dq=A%20Portrait%20of%20a%20Lady%20%22made%20a%20convenience%20of%20me%22&pg=PA203#v=onepage&q=A%20Portrait%20of%20a%20Lady%20%22made%20a%20convenience%20of%20me%22&f=false
https://books.google.com/books?id=bkRnDwAAQBAJ&lpg=PP1&dq=Babel%20Gaston%20Dorren&pg=PP1#v=onepage&q=Babel%20Gaston%20Dorren&f=false
https://www.greatbritishgardens.co.uk/seasonal/snowdrops.html
I need to finish Babel, which is on my nightstand.
I finished Babel (2018) when we wrote about Romansh.
https://books.google.com/books?id=bkRnDwAAQBAJ&pg=PT12&source=kp_read_button&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&gboemv=1#v=onepage&q&f=false
I bought these three together. The refrain of a Guardian journalist does not diminish the snippets of insect information.
https://books.google.com/books?id=b_I5EAAAQBAJ&pg=PT119&dq=The+Insect+Crisis+Milman+%22explosives%22&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjeiOnepriFAxXRhIkEHSiuA1oQ6AF6BAgIEAM#v=onepage&q=The%20Insect%20Crisis%20Milman%20%22explosives%22&f=false
https://mountain-press.com/products/botany-day
https://www.fantagraphics.com/products/the-complete-peanuts-1985-1986-vol-18
I have these in my bed, which await reading. One-third the way through for three texts.
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/686095324469060321/
Taking a night bike ride.
I went from one side of the island to the other by bike in the dead streets illuminated by purple lights. It is very strange. Everyone is inside watching television, especially from their windows on the street.
https://fee.org/articles/why-are-some-us-street-lights-turning-purple/
Not escapism. I want to bike at night here, which flat and very safe. We saw a rat snake in the road.
Reading from the library today:
https://books.google.com/books?id=oHg0DgAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&dq=wildflowers+of+the+appalachian+trail&hl=en&newbks=1&newbks_redir=0&source=gb_mobile_search&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwie8sLM4PGHAxXnFVkFHYjMLXUQ6AF6BAgLEAM#v=onepage&q=wildflowers%20of%20the%20appalachian%20trail&f=false
I have no plans to ruck and sleep outside, but this small book of photographs is lovely. I want to look for spring ephemeral next year.
https://www.sefaria.org/sheets/481244?lang=bi
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