And there you sit, waiting. We both go to psychiatrists, forsaking the old farmhouse.
The hand remembers the pitch-black arrows when the room had been transformed,
Rusting nails mistaken for fields of woodgrain. He persists in speaking off premises
Of tangles meant to last a day, and yet they thrum the broken teeth of the comb too closely.
Knowing your tactful agreement, and who among the variant musicians it pleases
All I ask is consciousness. Embargoed by ease, rebellion perhaps, despite the darkening
In the floorboards, look to wine and worlds for inspiration, attitudes to our science darkening,
Where human bodies grow in the same way, as rope molding frames a converted farmhouse.
An intimation of the troubles ahead, and with the moth wings composed, once again it pleases
Our notions of them, all clearly perishing; heavy hammers penetrating ever deeper to its fluid form,
Your bright shadow once again grasping at the corner of another memory, and watching closely
For someone catching, if not, then unobtrusive, upright, and honest. Not comely, the premises
Observed, your sad morning face caught between the shafts. That, imagining missed premises
Pressed together like maypops. Hollow, with their dimpled seeds. What with a scale darkening
Without giving ground, your hand slips in the binding. Well aware of being abandoned, closely
Pitching at the spike. All inside your head is demolished; a bet in exchange for your life, that farmhouse
Where some treasured species of mattock or rake is carried off, a garage transformed
Into facsimiles of all the closets in the house. I longed to be back gardening, just as it pleases
To regrow your neck. Devourers--and not just our fruit--undergo a divisioning of circles so well-pleased
At preserving our saints. Without a doubt, each has that persistent botanic splice. Except our premises
Baked in pots; with the afternoon rainstorm arriving late. Exchanges of a few words and nods formed
A few grains worth retrieving from the heap. But it starts you off again, your machinery darkening
In the yard, perhaps the rest follows in its turn. Everyone but strays have left the farmhouse
To do a trade. We strain to hear the sex noises they would make. Coming and going, closely
Chiding ashes of last autumn's leaves. It comes like all the tonic bottles issuing from here, closely
Grasping for subtler taxonomic clues. With the fire damped; flux, the soap and water cleared, you are pleased,
Fleeing to the only soft bed in a flush of joy. The Sun shines for them, slipping on the scree. A farmhouse
From a fortunate marriage, although it does not promise a reciprocal gaze. There is no telling which premise
We are experiencing, prompting us to bare our trim bodies. Rescued from decomposition in dreams, the darkening
Loft in the early morning erases reprisals. About the marks, tell of them what you like. They are formed
To say something, aren't they? Now I see how mistaken I was, on whose shambling mount I lead, forming
A camp around the windings of a stream. Having suffered reverses, I bring the light close to my face, closely--
That I have not returned with apologies, how it tears at the skin, retreats. An unseen dog greeted me, darkening
Far into the portrait. Yet the bloodletting never stretches far enough, hammering the warped boards down, pleased,
How it was like for me--stumbling on my attacker's front foot, I knitted them into tender movements, and with premises
The thing waggled along. Somnolence, its ultimate product. You think I'm willful, reclaiming lumber from the
farmhouse.
Despite the darkening of decades, destruction of conditions making them valuable, the room is transformed.
Deer dart on the edge of the farmhouse. After a fire destroyed much of the classical lines, it gathered closely so that historic forests would return. Shall I thrash out a plan for the other half, the musicians it pleases, shall that be the attitude of these premises?
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Note to reader: I was inspired by a glass tabletop with golden passionflowers and the resemblance of their filaments and stamens to spurs, which are cruel instructive instruments. Signifying the Sun card was more diffuse, and less personal, in this case.
http://www.marthastewart.com/269583/golden-passionflower-vine-tabletop
https://books.google.com/books?id=bS16j_pTDHYC&pg=PT426&dq=Peter+Carey+Oscar+and+Lucinda+%22a+little+farm+somewhere+up-country%22&hl=en&output=html_text&sa=X&ei=AcUmVfiYAszuoASx1YHgCA&ved=0CB0Q6AEwAA
http://public.wsu.edu/~kimander/teraray.htm
http://publicdomainreview.org/2015/04/09/black-on-black/
http://www.wired.com/2012/09/ff-corning-gorilla-glass/
Thank you, for reminding me.
http://www.extremetech.com/extreme/160329-corning-willow-glass-used-to-make-flexible-solar-power-roofing-shingles-could-lower-the-cost-of-solar-power-significantly
https://condenaststore.com/featured/new-yorker-july-11th-1970-ilonka-karasz.html
https://www.vangoghmuseum.nl/en/prints/collection/p1615V2000?v=1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKSMfmLBKFo
"Consider the case of the superb fairy wren, a small, sweet-looking bird native to Australia. Horsfield’s bronze cuckoos—also small and sweet-looking—frequently parasitize fairy wrens’ nests. Fairy-wren moms, it seems, have come up with a musical defense: they sing a special tune to their chicks while they’re still in their shells. The mother birds repeat the tune until their chicks are ready to hatch, which is around the time when the bronze cuckoos swoop down to deposit their eggs. Once the fairy-wren chicks emerge, they incorporate the notes their mother has taught them into their begging call. The cuckoo chicks, either ignorant of the melodic password or unable to mimic it, get fed less, or sometimes not at all.
'Cheating schemes spark countermoves, which in turn beget counter-counter-cheating maneuvers, ad infinitum,' Sun writes. 'In the process, a theoretically infinite number of tactics will be contrived.'"
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2023/04/03/the-liars-of-nature-and-the-nature-of-liars-lixing-sun-book-review?fbclid=IwAR1u0BddpVg-OVaFO1UM4_qFwBgg3vLGqS-UforCD07UB_lQhUHsf1ByVeA
"A study published in JAMA (March 13, 1987) reported that two Pepto Bismol tablets four times a day was 65 percent effective at preventing travelers’ diarrhea. One tablet four times daily was 40 percent effective. A meta-analysis of 14 clinical trials confirms that bismuth subsalicylate (Pepto Bismol) triples your chance of avoiding travelers’ diarrhea (Digestive Diseases and Sciences, July 2021). (Most of the authors of this analysis work for Procter & Gamble, maker of Pepto Bismol). You’ll still need to be cautious about what you eat and drink."
https://www.peoplespharmacy.com/articles/treatments-for-travelers-diarrhea-require-advance-planning
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2023/04/03/alisa-fiction-lyudmila-ulitskaya
I have wanted this, and now it is mine.
https://www.hopspress.com/Books/Botany_in_a_Day.htm
I will read the text from May.
https://www.google.com/books/edition/The_Body_of_the_Soul/7VPbEAAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&dq=The%20Body%20of%20the%20Soul%20ulitskaya%20landscape&pg=PA109&printsec=frontcover
You look nice in your lemniscate hat.
"On the Home Front"
By Carol Allen in Mishkan Aveilut: Where Grief Resides (2019)
That day when he held her and said
oh, now what are we going to do
and she, we'll deal
we'll deal with it,
She knew Deal could act elusive
and at times deceptive
but left the word dangling, mid-air
Deal moved in and hung over them with its smug smile,
waiting for an executive decision
or a semblance of a game plan.
But within weeks, narcissist that it is,
Deal got bored, felt underused
and quickly ran off,
looking for action elsewhere.
That when Coping arrived, empty-handed.
It floated through the house limply,
struggling on its own, leaving them
with no words to cling to,
serving up spineless Hope
first one then to the other.
It was not enough.
At last Surrender marched in and
kicked Coping aside.
It secured its position and
tidied up the mess,
taking control those last few days,
giving comfort when it could
to her and finally to him
Later it lingered in the house,
gathered up all the desperate words
that had been left hanging,
I love you, I'm here with you, and tucked
them away for safe-keeping
know they would be needed some day.
It slipped away unnoticed.
https://www.google.com/books/edition/Mishkan_Aveilut/9viGDwAAQBAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&pg=PP1&printsec=frontcover
"Grape Family—Vitaceae
If you can recognize a grape, then you can identify the members of the Grape family with their climbing vines, tendrils, and berry clusters. Leaves are alternate, forming opposite from the tendrils and flowers. Flowers are regular and be bisexual or unisexual. There are 4 or 5 small sepals, plus 4 or 5 petals, which are sometimes united at the tips, falling away as the flower opens. There are 4 or 5 stamens. The ovary is positioned superior and consists of 2 (rarely 3 to 6) united carpels. Partition walls are present, forming an equal number of chambers. It matures as a berry with 1 or 2 seeds per chamber. Worldwide, there are about 14 genera and 800 species. North America genera are listed below. Most, but not all, members of the Grape family have edible leaves, stems, sap, and berries. Note that Bryonia from the Gourd family superficially resembles Grape family characteristics (67)."
From Thomas J. Elpel's Botany in a Day: The Patterns Method of Plant Identification, An Herbal Field Guide to Plant Families of North America (2018)
https://plants.ces.ncsu.edu/plants/gaillardia-pulchella/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NT116JXooHU
https://www.delta-intkey.com/angio/www/passiflo.htm
"With faith there are no questions; without faith there are no answers." (Chofetz Chaim)
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