"Being normal is a nervous place...

you are darkturquoise #00CED1

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

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because you can never finish performing your relation to it;
on the other hand, being comfortable is also another way of
thinking about what normativity provides, because if you can
pass as normal then you can scoot under the radar. The
whole question of how you lubricate the social never stops
being difficult, and it never stops being a matter of shame,
because when one confronts one's ambivalence and
one's incoherence one feels in a bad faith relation to the
model of ethical solidity we expect from ourselves. But
what if we just trained ourselves to accept that all of us
are incoherent, subject to a variety of aversive and
connective impulses that we are always managing?
The social would then be a totally different space of
intimacy and anxiety."

Cabinet magazine no. 31

The Broken Circuit: An Interview with Lauren Berlant Sina Najafi & David Serlin The political economy of shame